Tuesday, August 28, 2007
NIK'
His mummy'
OMG today i had a FUCKING HELL of a stomach ache & fever.
ITs so bad.): temperatures really high & keep gg to the toilet.
and i had nobody with me. be it sms or etc. nobody.
my fren was also saying he himself scare no time when attachment starts. and hes single.
so can someone feel me? Not just for myself. i hv to hv time for my baby.
already no time.. how can i be so greedy to hv a bf as well?
unless my bf is vv understanding. which is rare. anyway i donwana talk abt affairs of the heart.
im sick. like again. why? is it becos im too stressed n too tired so i get sick v easily?
i practically lied on my bed frm 10am-6pm today just sleeping.
caught secret last wk with my bestie.
i wana watch:
no reservations.
anyone?
First tym using liquid eyeliner.
i wana recover so badly.
i wana be able to live my live to the fullest.
i miss you.
not the now you. the old you.
7:36 PM
His mummy'
OMG today i had a FUCKING HELL of a stomach ache & fever.
ITs so bad.): temperatures really high & keep gg to the toilet.
and i had nobody with me. be it sms or etc. nobody.
my fren was also saying he himself scare no time when attachment starts. and hes single.
so can someone feel me? Not just for myself. i hv to hv time for my baby.
already no time.. how can i be so greedy to hv a bf as well?
unless my bf is vv understanding. which is rare. anyway i donwana talk abt affairs of the heart.
im sick. like again. why? is it becos im too stressed n too tired so i get sick v easily?
i practically lied on my bed frm 10am-6pm today just sleeping.
caught secret last wk with my bestie.
i wana watch:
no reservations.
anyone?
First tym using liquid eyeliner.
i wana recover so badly.
i wana be able to live my live to the fullest.
i miss you.
not the now you. the old you.
7:36 PM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
so now. we're both trying not to argue over stupid things.
jus wana be happy.loving & peaceful. so far we're doin fine..
i really hate complicated r/s so i will definately try my best now.
so his ex kept bothering him. i msged her in frdster, askin her nicely nt to disturb him.
know wad i got?
:
Little gal
If you have GUTS and you are pretty aware of your current relationship status with aungye , get yourself and aungye to meet me and talk to me over this.
Anyway I hve already asked Aungye to talk to you and handle your desperation. If this is still not clear to you, you are welcome to meet me personally with Aungye any time.
Get on with your life little girl. You are still young to pursue your wishes. Another one who doesn't know about the world yet :)
Aynway Stop harressing me and saying all these rubbish to me. Don't make me laugh at you again.
Good luck
omg! so scacastic. so of cos i replied her.
mine was wayyy long. enuf to make anyone cry. hahaha. some quotes frm my replies
: ma'am, u're already old enuf to be my mother.
: thanks for remindin me of my youth. *she TEN yrs older than me.
: why nid i have GUTS to mit u? u muz be really hideous or scary in person eh?
: we're just a harmless loving couple(:
: are u trying to imply tt u are old and cant get over ur ex whose somebody else's already?
: feel free to see me & ye in our lil sweet "desperation" if tts wad u call it(:
: i wish i cud tell u the same to u tt You are still young to pursue your wishes yadayada but it'll just be lies.
: go find someone else's boyfriend, run along now! shoo!
tts all i cud rmb. hahaha. so SHIOK.
so wad if u're 28 and seen the world?? u think im like so stupid?
im sure my english can match up to ur standards n im only EIGTHTEEN!
its not cos i speak eng my entire life. i learn chinese too and both my languages are gd.(:
now i'll c wad she replies. and hahaha. im gg to make her cry. and make her life miserable.
i bear grudes. dont offend me yah ;)
i nid to buy a curler!!!! and alot of things. i nid to go shopping. i wan to buy alot of things.
and i wan my baby to go with me....
10:21 AM
jus wana be happy.loving & peaceful. so far we're doin fine..
i really hate complicated r/s so i will definately try my best now.
so his ex kept bothering him. i msged her in frdster, askin her nicely nt to disturb him.
know wad i got?
:
Little gal
If you have GUTS and you are pretty aware of your current relationship status with aungye , get yourself and aungye to meet me and talk to me over this.
Anyway I hve already asked Aungye to talk to you and handle your desperation. If this is still not clear to you, you are welcome to meet me personally with Aungye any time.
Get on with your life little girl. You are still young to pursue your wishes. Another one who doesn't know about the world yet :)
Aynway Stop harressing me and saying all these rubbish to me. Don't make me laugh at you again.
Good luck
omg! so scacastic. so of cos i replied her.
mine was wayyy long. enuf to make anyone cry. hahaha. some quotes frm my replies
: ma'am, u're already old enuf to be my mother.
: thanks for remindin me of my youth. *she TEN yrs older than me.
: why nid i have GUTS to mit u? u muz be really hideous or scary in person eh?
: we're just a harmless loving couple(:
: are u trying to imply tt u are old and cant get over ur ex whose somebody else's already?
: feel free to see me & ye in our lil sweet "desperation" if tts wad u call it(:
: i wish i cud tell u the same to u tt You are still young to pursue your wishes yadayada but it'll just be lies.
: go find someone else's boyfriend, run along now! shoo!
tts all i cud rmb. hahaha. so SHIOK.
so wad if u're 28 and seen the world?? u think im like so stupid?
im sure my english can match up to ur standards n im only EIGTHTEEN!
its not cos i speak eng my entire life. i learn chinese too and both my languages are gd.(:
now i'll c wad she replies. and hahaha. im gg to make her cry. and make her life miserable.
i bear grudes. dont offend me yah ;)
i nid to buy a curler!!!! and alot of things. i nid to go shopping. i wan to buy alot of things.
and i wan my baby to go with me....
10:21 AM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
I M SO FREAKING TIRED. of a complicating relationship.
I just wana cry. becos it hurts damn bad.
Im really tired. tired. tired.
11:56 PM
I just wana cry. becos it hurts damn bad.
Im really tired. tired. tired.
11:56 PM
Monday, August 06, 2007
before i sleep. a smile for u.
11:57 PM
11:57 PM
i am not going to school on monday.
becos i dont feel like it.
no mc. waste money only. 1 dp only wad. i got 9 already.
and if so, maybe i just donwana go the whole week..
tis is the first tym i pontank sch in this sem.
i'll just spend my days alone.
already planned.
12:10 AM
becos i dont feel like it.
no mc. waste money only. 1 dp only wad. i got 9 already.
and if so, maybe i just donwana go the whole week..
tis is the first tym i pontank sch in this sem.
i'll just spend my days alone.
already planned.
12:10 AM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
what a nice sunday.
nobody actually msged me today.
despite the fact im a local here whr all my frds are here. hmm.
im sure his hp is full of sms & calls of ppl asking him out.
okok dont care.
hmm. gona get my new phone in end of sep, wen my contract expires.
wud really wan a white hp but... so lil white phones ard.
decided to get N73 Music version lo, same as chris. but they only have black.
nvm, my car in future wud be white no matter wad car it is.
heres me aft the interview. very tired already.
a pic with mg. look at my smile. so reluctant. hahaha.
my handsome lil boy. im proud of myself...
kenny & yelena commented tt he looks gd in tt. haha. shud c the "live" him.
suuper! irresistable!
hmm. he is abit sick nowadays. last nite like 3am he vomited all on the bed.
and me, being SUPER sleepy, suddenly came awke.. cos so much.
clean the bed & him..
then wanted to slp alredy he still kept crying.
and the vomit smell.. wash already still there. so we both dint sleep well.
nvm, have nth to do today. so i can slp..
yes he's right.. if u are unhappy, dont be with him. find a beta guy..
but then, do i need a guy?
see how. my mood is always weird. affairs of the hearts is so complicating.
4:27 PM
nobody actually msged me today.
despite the fact im a local here whr all my frds are here. hmm.
im sure his hp is full of sms & calls of ppl asking him out.
okok dont care.
hmm. gona get my new phone in end of sep, wen my contract expires.
wud really wan a white hp but... so lil white phones ard.
decided to get N73 Music version lo, same as chris. but they only have black.
nvm, my car in future wud be white no matter wad car it is.
heres me aft the interview. very tired already.
a pic with mg. look at my smile. so reluctant. hahaha.
my handsome lil boy. im proud of myself...
kenny & yelena commented tt he looks gd in tt. haha. shud c the "live" him.
suuper! irresistable!
hmm. he is abit sick nowadays. last nite like 3am he vomited all on the bed.
and me, being SUPER sleepy, suddenly came awke.. cos so much.
clean the bed & him..
then wanted to slp alredy he still kept crying.
and the vomit smell.. wash already still there. so we both dint sleep well.
nvm, have nth to do today. so i can slp..
yes he's right.. if u are unhappy, dont be with him. find a beta guy..
but then, do i need a guy?
see how. my mood is always weird. affairs of the hearts is so complicating.
4:27 PM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
my first half of the day was kinda bad.
but ltr on was so gd! gd news.
got two interview calls, one frm le meridien. one carlton hotel.
baby also got his new rented apartment alredy, at redhill area.
so happy for him. really. heard tt its v nice. muz go visit once he moves in(:
and! nik's childcare fees reduced by another 20dollars. cool!
i knw wad to buy for his bd le, maybe a tricycle(:
i jus cuden concentrate on findin info on the hotel but waitin for his call..
and he did(:
mmmmuacckkkkkks
10:14 PM
but ltr on was so gd! gd news.
got two interview calls, one frm le meridien. one carlton hotel.
baby also got his new rented apartment alredy, at redhill area.
so happy for him. really. heard tt its v nice. muz go visit once he moves in(:
and! nik's childcare fees reduced by another 20dollars. cool!
i knw wad to buy for his bd le, maybe a tricycle(:
i jus cuden concentrate on findin info on the hotel but waitin for his call..
and he did(:
mmmmuacckkkkkks
10:14 PM