Tuesday, May 29, 2007
u didnt get wad i mean...
how to explain, when things already turned so bad.
u wud nv give me another chance.
i shall go with whatever u want.
i nv knew this day wud come.
11:13 PM
how to explain, when things already turned so bad.
u wud nv give me another chance.
i shall go with whatever u want.
i nv knew this day wud come.
11:13 PM
i need to say this thou.
NOT ENUF OF
: kisses, hugs, love, care and concern!
its never ever enuf for me. im greedy and i wan MORE MORE MORE!
love my babies.
and tml im catchin pirates of the carribean!
i am damn excited can! i will get super high!
cos movies is like part of my life!
wished tt cud watch it with baby but movies at cinemas is not for him.
i donwan to bore u.
u buy dvds then i watch wit u at home k? (:
and nik faster grow up so mummy can bring u to more places. most impt, the cinemas!!!
10:05 PM
NOT ENUF OF
: kisses, hugs, love, care and concern!
its never ever enuf for me. im greedy and i wan MORE MORE MORE!
love my babies.
and tml im catchin pirates of the carribean!
i am damn excited can! i will get super high!
cos movies is like part of my life!
wished tt cud watch it with baby but movies at cinemas is not for him.
i donwan to bore u.
u buy dvds then i watch wit u at home k? (:
and nik faster grow up so mummy can bring u to more places. most impt, the cinemas!!!
10:05 PM
i was feeling paranoid-ya like the whole wkend so i ate alot.
=x
like alot of fast food la!
im not the type tt will lose my appetite and eating makes me HAPPY!.
so when im v happy or v sad. i eat more.
its tt bad tt baby said im chubbier on monday morn!
but he thinks im cute so yeah (:
-nga min ko yone kyi par tae, *i trust u*
and sometyms when he smiles, he just looks so cute. i dont like it when he is fierce. v scary):
anyway he was like so stress for food cost test.
nv listen when i talk one ):
snapsnapsnap
okok and how can i not mention i got a guinea pig last wk??!
im like an animal lover too!
so far i've reared:
*fishes
*some hamsters
*8 terrapins
*3 rabbits
*2 chicks
*a dog
*guinea pig.
hehehe.
he is damnn cute! but v hard to tk pics...
and his name is mike (:
he looks much cuter in real la!!!
my mum & sis totally lousy at using cam. =/
i got a few mre pics frm my digi cam but lazy upload.
hm baby has been more understanding this few days. giving in to me usu.
cos we both dont like to argue. and nowadays we are beta.
was kinda shock cos its the first few times when he wud apolojise & tell me how much he loves me.
and im glad, we love each other more.
and im so afraid the day i start attachtment. i wun b able to c him as much.
and im afraid things will turn bad. i hpe not. i know it wun for me.
i love this pic alot,in fact all other pics of us.
but see, he looks so tired. the smile is forced one! >.<
<3...
so sad lar. one mth anni he was sick.
2nd month anni he will be in myanmar.
when then cn spend it wit him?
and i gotta admit i love his tattoos on his hip the sides there. v sexy!
XD
and nik! tt notti boy.
yet so cute always. fell aslp while i was walkin hm frm plaza aft dinner.
candid.
baby help me to do smtg tts so swt of him.
patience. i appreciate it & like it alot. love u.
next tym i help u! (:
i duno if im asking too much. but i wan u to understand me beta.
bring us out more often, come find me mre often.
jus do more stuffs for me more often.
make me feel loved yea?
im like so tired everyday frm school, nik & etc.
oh yah. u know i catch the trainer like looking at me every lesson.
i got witness somemre lor. weird. =/
anyway baby booked for me to have lunch with him at sch.
erm only the atmosphere is v nice! the food. =/
still i was happy, thanks baby!
below is a stupid photo:
* i dont like to put nik at childcare.
i prefer to pick him up. hehe.
when he sees me he comes running to me.
then he wud tell me. *hmmm-mak*
the kiss sound. XD so swt lahhhh!
i feel lucky. contented (:
thank u baby.
i wud do my part as a gd mummy!
and thanks chris. for everything.
love u aungye. i knw we cn overcome everything. i hope .
miss u vanessa & yelena.
bless me & nik.
stay happy everyone!
8:16 PM
=x
like alot of fast food la!
im not the type tt will lose my appetite and eating makes me HAPPY!.
so when im v happy or v sad. i eat more.
its tt bad tt baby said im chubbier on monday morn!
but he thinks im cute so yeah (:
-nga min ko yone kyi par tae, *i trust u*
and sometyms when he smiles, he just looks so cute. i dont like it when he is fierce. v scary):
anyway he was like so stress for food cost test.
nv listen when i talk one ):
snapsnapsnap
okok and how can i not mention i got a guinea pig last wk??!
im like an animal lover too!
so far i've reared:
*fishes
*some hamsters
*8 terrapins
*3 rabbits
*2 chicks
*a dog
*guinea pig.
hehehe.
he is damnn cute! but v hard to tk pics...
and his name is mike (:
he looks much cuter in real la!!!
my mum & sis totally lousy at using cam. =/
i got a few mre pics frm my digi cam but lazy upload.
hm baby has been more understanding this few days. giving in to me usu.
cos we both dont like to argue. and nowadays we are beta.
was kinda shock cos its the first few times when he wud apolojise & tell me how much he loves me.
and im glad, we love each other more.
and im so afraid the day i start attachtment. i wun b able to c him as much.
and im afraid things will turn bad. i hpe not. i know it wun for me.
i love this pic alot,in fact all other pics of us.
but see, he looks so tired. the smile is forced one! >.<
<3...
so sad lar. one mth anni he was sick.
2nd month anni he will be in myanmar.
when then cn spend it wit him?
and i gotta admit i love his tattoos on his hip the sides there. v sexy!
XD
and nik! tt notti boy.
yet so cute always. fell aslp while i was walkin hm frm plaza aft dinner.
candid.
baby help me to do smtg tts so swt of him.
patience. i appreciate it & like it alot. love u.
next tym i help u! (:
i duno if im asking too much. but i wan u to understand me beta.
bring us out more often, come find me mre often.
jus do more stuffs for me more often.
make me feel loved yea?
im like so tired everyday frm school, nik & etc.
oh yah. u know i catch the trainer like looking at me every lesson.
i got witness somemre lor. weird. =/
anyway baby booked for me to have lunch with him at sch.
erm only the atmosphere is v nice! the food. =/
still i was happy, thanks baby!
below is a stupid photo:
* i dont like to put nik at childcare.
i prefer to pick him up. hehe.
when he sees me he comes running to me.
then he wud tell me. *hmmm-mak*
the kiss sound. XD so swt lahhhh!
i feel lucky. contented (:
thank u baby.
i wud do my part as a gd mummy!
and thanks chris. for everything.
love u aungye. i knw we cn overcome everything. i hope .
miss u vanessa & yelena.
bless me & nik.
stay happy everyone!
8:16 PM
Sunday, May 27, 2007
If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time
If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there..
if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, hold me now~
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be dere..
for me...
11:23 PM
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time
If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there..
if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, hold me now~
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be dere..
for me...
11:23 PM
so i heard smtg shocking frm my friends..
its so hard to believe either side.
BUT. i've decided myself tt i should trust u.
i trust u, i trust u.
its so easy to prove what actually happened. i can ask ppl.
check here & there. BUT i donwan.
because i trust u.
sometimes i like to anyhow think. but then sometyms i close one eye.
its like. i rather not know, not care.
Then to be jealous & be unhappy everyday.
my love for nik is still the deepest and most impt.
at least i know he wud nv betray me. i hope he wun in future(:
still. im waiting for the day.
tt my pics appear in friendster. sends me home aft sch.
willing to do more for me.
know its hard for u cos u've nv done things like tt befre.
we have diff backgrds.
seriously i wud do anything for the person i love. be it travelling, distance, time, effort.
anything i wud do. i wun mind.
but now i cant becos of nik, if not there are so many things i wan to do for u!
anyway just wan2 tell u tt u've been a good bf and i love u.
and nik has been a gd boy & i love u too!
and thanks frds for being there for me. guiding me.
chris,yelena & Vanessa! (: <<3!!
3:51 PM
its so hard to believe either side.
BUT. i've decided myself tt i should trust u.
i trust u, i trust u.
its so easy to prove what actually happened. i can ask ppl.
check here & there. BUT i donwan.
because i trust u.
sometimes i like to anyhow think. but then sometyms i close one eye.
its like. i rather not know, not care.
Then to be jealous & be unhappy everyday.
my love for nik is still the deepest and most impt.
at least i know he wud nv betray me. i hope he wun in future(:
still. im waiting for the day.
tt my pics appear in friendster. sends me home aft sch.
willing to do more for me.
know its hard for u cos u've nv done things like tt befre.
we have diff backgrds.
seriously i wud do anything for the person i love. be it travelling, distance, time, effort.
anything i wud do. i wun mind.
but now i cant becos of nik, if not there are so many things i wan to do for u!
anyway just wan2 tell u tt u've been a good bf and i love u.
and nik has been a gd boy & i love u too!
and thanks frds for being there for me. guiding me.
chris,yelena & Vanessa! (: <<3!!
3:51 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
my stupid sister went to eat the ice cream my bf bot for me.
like hey today my days sucks.
he's sick & i cant like look aft him or anything.
and i miss him. i want to eat the ice cream then i found out she ate it.
its not always he gets me special stuffs. ARGH!
anyway i think i will fail food cost. i suppose to knw how to do! i knew how in class!
but during the test i totalli duno.
minghao copy my ans la. hope the front parts are right then.
hmm. one month anni.
i wrote him a nice card. with his language, wad i wan to say to him.
but i haven got any present from him yet, wud i?
ok, so sat i shall just slack. slp the whole day & go airport or somewhr at night with bestie.
suppose to go sch but was too tired & totally no mood.
nik v cute leh!
and i love a super romantic guy.
someone do something to make me happy pls!
-im not happy.
2:47 PM
like hey today my days sucks.
he's sick & i cant like look aft him or anything.
and i miss him. i want to eat the ice cream then i found out she ate it.
its not always he gets me special stuffs. ARGH!
anyway i think i will fail food cost. i suppose to knw how to do! i knew how in class!
but during the test i totalli duno.
minghao copy my ans la. hope the front parts are right then.
hmm. one month anni.
i wrote him a nice card. with his language, wad i wan to say to him.
but i haven got any present from him yet, wud i?
ok, so sat i shall just slack. slp the whole day & go airport or somewhr at night with bestie.
suppose to go sch but was too tired & totally no mood.
nik v cute leh!
and i love a super romantic guy.
someone do something to make me happy pls!
-im not happy.
2:47 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
so2 tired today.
slpt in the mrt in the morn.
as usual met baby on the mrt then go sch tgt. so swt. (:
hmm food cost control. i slpt agn. but like 5mins only.
really the feeling very horrible. so tired but cnt slp. then my notes i copyin rubbish.
aft my sch went for break with baby & his classmates.
shared rice & teh-peng with him.
waited for him in sch.
went to pastry kitchen to find my ec grp & minghao.
hmm aft sch, went to settle's his project work stuffs.
with chris,gloria,vincent, and the two girls. i forgot their names! =x.
took quite awhile but finally settled it by 6pm.
was kinda tired but decided to have dinner with ye becos wun be miting him on weds.
but having dinner with him wud mean gg home late & less tym with nik.
well as long as he appreciates it its ok cos not everytym. (:
went for steamboat near bugis area with baby, chris & gloria.
had fun & eat till soo full!
a few pics we took..
=p
baby's left & right view.
i love it when he tells me "i love u"
every single time we kiss.
its never enuf.
the taste and smell of ur lips,
is such a familiarised scent which i crave for every single time.
its makes me calm down, and soo comfortable.. =)
and grp pics.
chris thinks tt he looks fat but i dont think so.
anyway the pic is soso funny & i love it!
then her hands got shaky resulting in the next blurred pic.
i've like 2 mre other grp pics but is so blur tt i had to del it.
the sweet couples.
so we all had fun, be it cooking, eating, chatting. (:
and his grp mates all v funny & nice ppl (:
thanks for 2day!
i took a cab home after tt. wanted to rush hm. my baby is waiting for me!
when i reached hm first thing i did was hug,carry nik.
change him, make him milk etc.
ahh he is such a darling. but so notti everyday.
whr shall i bring him this wk end.. hmmm.
but then i heard maybe sat got sch. such a turn off.
so i miss ye already la. its like tml i cant mit him!
nvm thurs. hehe. this wk pass so fast sia.
maybe its cos i feel happy. time pass so fast.
i really wan to graduate but i dont wan to go attachtment! *starts in oct*
wun have enuf time for my darlings. )':
i really hope i can get married at the age of 23. hahaha.
have another baby.
be a housewife? (:
11:03 PM
slpt in the mrt in the morn.
as usual met baby on the mrt then go sch tgt. so swt. (:
hmm food cost control. i slpt agn. but like 5mins only.
really the feeling very horrible. so tired but cnt slp. then my notes i copyin rubbish.
aft my sch went for break with baby & his classmates.
shared rice & teh-peng with him.
waited for him in sch.
went to pastry kitchen to find my ec grp & minghao.
hmm aft sch, went to settle's his project work stuffs.
with chris,gloria,vincent, and the two girls. i forgot their names! =x.
took quite awhile but finally settled it by 6pm.
was kinda tired but decided to have dinner with ye becos wun be miting him on weds.
but having dinner with him wud mean gg home late & less tym with nik.
well as long as he appreciates it its ok cos not everytym. (:
went for steamboat near bugis area with baby, chris & gloria.
had fun & eat till soo full!
a few pics we took..
=p
baby's left & right view.
i love it when he tells me "i love u"
every single time we kiss.
its never enuf.
the taste and smell of ur lips,
is such a familiarised scent which i crave for every single time.
its makes me calm down, and soo comfortable.. =)
and grp pics.
chris thinks tt he looks fat but i dont think so.
anyway the pic is soso funny & i love it!
then her hands got shaky resulting in the next blurred pic.
i've like 2 mre other grp pics but is so blur tt i had to del it.
the sweet couples.
so we all had fun, be it cooking, eating, chatting. (:
and his grp mates all v funny & nice ppl (:
thanks for 2day!
i took a cab home after tt. wanted to rush hm. my baby is waiting for me!
when i reached hm first thing i did was hug,carry nik.
change him, make him milk etc.
ahh he is such a darling. but so notti everyday.
whr shall i bring him this wk end.. hmmm.
but then i heard maybe sat got sch. such a turn off.
so i miss ye already la. its like tml i cant mit him!
nvm thurs. hehe. this wk pass so fast sia.
maybe its cos i feel happy. time pass so fast.
i really wan to graduate but i dont wan to go attachtment! *starts in oct*
wun have enuf time for my darlings. )':
i really hope i can get married at the age of 23. hahaha.
have another baby.
be a housewife? (:
11:03 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
THURS. 17/05.
suddenly cancel kitchen.
so was free,slp till 11+ befre gg down to BB station to wait for baby.
acc-ed him the whole afternn. (:
ILOVEU.
FRI. 18/05.
food cost is getting harder?! or is it me not paying attention =x
baby & i both ended class at ard 12noon.
treat him to lunch @ the myanmar restaurant @ peninsular(:
spend the afternn with him, had to leave at 6pm cos i had another appointment.):
with my 2 besties vanessa & yelena! <3! 2 very pretty babes!
candid shot.
we went to toys r us.. nik made all the toy cars fall then he panick n put em bac. lol.
while at toysrus. jianhong kip disturbin vans la! even called her hse. horrible fellow. yuck.
afterwhich yelena bot gaoluck.
we all were munching on it greedily. hehehe.
bot bubble teas all walked home frm PR interchange. chats & gossips (:
had a great day but soo tired!
SAT. 19/05.
Baby came over to my hse!
bot me an ice cream. so swt, ty baby!
we spent time watching videos on internet, damned funny. XD.
baby.
why so many girls miss my baby! i donwan ya. ):
Oh and u know a SIM card in myanmar is 7k sing dollars! cn u believe it. so exp sia!!!!
baby shud just buy me ALOT of DVDS cos its cheap & ez to buy nt like clothes & shoes whr u have to know the rite size. so buy me alot of movies baby! comedies. horror anything!
then i will love u more. hehe. *naoda*. already love u alot.
anyway bac to the entry baby styed wit me till 9 thou i wished he had gone to white sands with me but i cant nv get enuf of him. but i still appreciate his presence.
i went to NTUC with nik. got milk powder, instant noodles n canned food.
walked hm aft tt.
SUN. 20/05.
went to aunt hse at boonlay. used to sty there. FLORAVALE.
let nik swim cos tts his fav!
sadly i cuden due to certain reasons. *ehem*
nik wit my aunt.
my cousins,sis,aunt & nik.
isnt the pool so so pretty?
i love to swim. i wan to swim with aungye soon!!
of cos nik too.
went to JP with relatives. sat in my uncle's car. so happee. i like CRVS. big cars.
so spacious & high! XD.
anyway while i was shopping in kiddy palace 4 nik's neccessities,tis girl kip cming.
haha. charmed by nik.. wahaha. but she is cute too!
at night, i had a hard tym gg bac. i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired.
then nik donwan to listen to me kip being notti.
cuden get a cab. exhuasted. so terrible.
when went bac mre stuffs happen. i was so upset at first but realise smtg worst happened to baby.
so baby,
taung pan par tae. i cut alot of hearts for him and wrote sorry in
eng,chi & burmese. did until quite late.
was dead tired. hehe but i dont mind.
suppose to go sch but i dont give a ****. class mates just suck. ):
went to find baby in the morn. bot grass jelly.
passed hearts to him. he smiled! (:
and our day was perfect. acc him, send him to sch. wait for him. went bac his hse & watch dvd.
i bot like blood & chocolate & just follow law pirated dvd. got so many i wan2 buy buy scared not nice eh and i donwan watch it alone.
anyway msia's dvd oso damn cheap one, 1 is like 2.5$ only.
really enjoyed today. i want to trust my baby like my husband.
im glad everything is fine, relationship stronger. much stronger.
<3!
just cant stand his ex gf kip disturbing him. when can she stop.
so childish. really i think im more mature & beta in her in so many ways.
i know she has money, qualifications, looks i duno. to me she looks normal.
but me! i've got things money cant buy!
im a much beta gf,mother. im brave. i dont do things to ruin ppl life.
look wad patrick did to me, but i dont wan to disturb his life.
dont hate someone, it really ruins ur life.
and pls stop disturbing my baby. u think he cares? he doesnt. u are jus irritating him.
aungye i love u.
nik i love u.
i love his mirror. hehe.
i love u so much baby.
*last night was so tough with nik i almost break down.
he was really notti. but m glad i survived. m gg to work on it.
nik, trust me mummy will not let u down. mummy will mk u a happy person.
tts my promise to u.
9:09 PM
suddenly cancel kitchen.
so was free,slp till 11+ befre gg down to BB station to wait for baby.
acc-ed him the whole afternn. (:
ILOVEU.
FRI. 18/05.
food cost is getting harder?! or is it me not paying attention =x
baby & i both ended class at ard 12noon.
treat him to lunch @ the myanmar restaurant @ peninsular(:
spend the afternn with him, had to leave at 6pm cos i had another appointment.):
with my 2 besties vanessa & yelena! <3! 2 very pretty babes!
candid shot.
we went to toys r us.. nik made all the toy cars fall then he panick n put em bac. lol.
while at toysrus. jianhong kip disturbin vans la! even called her hse. horrible fellow. yuck.
afterwhich yelena bot gaoluck.
we all were munching on it greedily. hehehe.
bot bubble teas all walked home frm PR interchange. chats & gossips (:
had a great day but soo tired!
SAT. 19/05.
Baby came over to my hse!
bot me an ice cream. so swt, ty baby!
we spent time watching videos on internet, damned funny. XD.
baby.
why so many girls miss my baby! i donwan ya. ):
Oh and u know a SIM card in myanmar is 7k sing dollars! cn u believe it. so exp sia!!!!
baby shud just buy me ALOT of DVDS cos its cheap & ez to buy nt like clothes & shoes whr u have to know the rite size. so buy me alot of movies baby! comedies. horror anything!
then i will love u more. hehe. *naoda*. already love u alot.
anyway bac to the entry baby styed wit me till 9 thou i wished he had gone to white sands with me but i cant nv get enuf of him. but i still appreciate his presence.
i went to NTUC with nik. got milk powder, instant noodles n canned food.
walked hm aft tt.
SUN. 20/05.
went to aunt hse at boonlay. used to sty there. FLORAVALE.
let nik swim cos tts his fav!
sadly i cuden due to certain reasons. *ehem*
nik wit my aunt.
my cousins,sis,aunt & nik.
isnt the pool so so pretty?
i love to swim. i wan to swim with aungye soon!!
of cos nik too.
went to JP with relatives. sat in my uncle's car. so happee. i like CRVS. big cars.
so spacious & high! XD.
anyway while i was shopping in kiddy palace 4 nik's neccessities,tis girl kip cming.
haha. charmed by nik.. wahaha. but she is cute too!
at night, i had a hard tym gg bac. i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired.
then nik donwan to listen to me kip being notti.
cuden get a cab. exhuasted. so terrible.
when went bac mre stuffs happen. i was so upset at first but realise smtg worst happened to baby.
so baby,
taung pan par tae. i cut alot of hearts for him and wrote sorry in
eng,chi & burmese. did until quite late.
was dead tired. hehe but i dont mind.
suppose to go sch but i dont give a ****. class mates just suck. ):
went to find baby in the morn. bot grass jelly.
passed hearts to him. he smiled! (:
and our day was perfect. acc him, send him to sch. wait for him. went bac his hse & watch dvd.
i bot like blood & chocolate & just follow law pirated dvd. got so many i wan2 buy buy scared not nice eh and i donwan watch it alone.
anyway msia's dvd oso damn cheap one, 1 is like 2.5$ only.
really enjoyed today. i want to trust my baby like my husband.
im glad everything is fine, relationship stronger. much stronger.
<3!
just cant stand his ex gf kip disturbing him. when can she stop.
so childish. really i think im more mature & beta in her in so many ways.
i know she has money, qualifications, looks i duno. to me she looks normal.
but me! i've got things money cant buy!
im a much beta gf,mother. im brave. i dont do things to ruin ppl life.
look wad patrick did to me, but i dont wan to disturb his life.
dont hate someone, it really ruins ur life.
and pls stop disturbing my baby. u think he cares? he doesnt. u are jus irritating him.
aungye i love u.
nik i love u.
i love his mirror. hehe.
i love u so much baby.
*last night was so tough with nik i almost break down.
he was really notti. but m glad i survived. m gg to work on it.
nik, trust me mummy will not let u down. mummy will mk u a happy person.
tts my promise to u.
9:09 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
I met up with my TWO BEST BESTIES on thurs night.
Yelena & Vanessa. i brot nik along too!
Befre tt i spent time with my baby aungye.(:
But lazy to upload pics so shall update all in the next posts along with my wkend.
I WANT TO BUY ALOT OF THINGS!
CLOTHES.BOTTOMS.BAGS.*BIG & SMALL*.CHANGE MY LOOK.ALOT OF MOVIES.DVDS.LINGERIE.SHOES.SLIPPERS.NIK's CLOTHES.NECCESSITIES.FOOD.
But when got time?! and how to spend my wkends i duno.
maybe i wan to go the place he donwan go or he wan i donwan go. ):
then if wan to go out with chris oso v bad like leave him alone.
but baby dont misunderstd i go out with chris is becos he will help me with nik and i go where he also like. but when go out wit u i usually rather not go to the places i wan to go instd just go whr u wan to go so u can be happy.
anyways i love u.
NIK!
i hope it rains tonite then i can have a cosy nite with my baby!
hehe so excited. wkend cn spend time with my babies! (:
11:00 PM
Yelena & Vanessa. i brot nik along too!
Befre tt i spent time with my baby aungye.(:
But lazy to upload pics so shall update all in the next posts along with my wkend.
I WANT TO BUY ALOT OF THINGS!
CLOTHES.BOTTOMS.BAGS.*BIG & SMALL*.CHANGE MY LOOK.ALOT OF MOVIES.DVDS.LINGERIE.SHOES.SLIPPERS.NIK's CLOTHES.NECCESSITIES.FOOD.
But when got time?! and how to spend my wkends i duno.
maybe i wan to go the place he donwan go or he wan i donwan go. ):
then if wan to go out with chris oso v bad like leave him alone.
but baby dont misunderstd i go out with chris is becos he will help me with nik and i go where he also like. but when go out wit u i usually rather not go to the places i wan to go instd just go whr u wan to go so u can be happy.
anyways i love u.
NIK!
i hope it rains tonite then i can have a cosy nite with my baby!
hehe so excited. wkend cn spend time with my babies! (:
11:00 PM
I love my baby.
my boyfrd, my best frends *vanessa, yelena & christopher*
my grandma.
afew other frds.
the rest i fucking dont care. all shit.
12:29 AM
my boyfrd, my best frends *vanessa, yelena & christopher*
my grandma.
afew other frds.
the rest i fucking dont care. all shit.
12:29 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
suddenly it ALL comes.
i cant slp.
i am starting to think too much.
why?
im not like tt.
suddenly i duno if i can trust u.
no u dint do anything wrong.
but.
i duno ur past.
i duno how u are in myanmar.
i wud never know. cos i can never go.
wad if something happens when u go bac in june?
i cant tk it if ppl hide smtg/lie frm me & i found out.
i really will go mad.
why. goddamnit
i wun be able to slp the WHOLE of tonite.
can i trust u?
IM SCARED='(
1:27 AM
i cant slp.
i am starting to think too much.
why?
im not like tt.
suddenly i duno if i can trust u.
no u dint do anything wrong.
but.
i duno ur past.
i duno how u are in myanmar.
i wud never know. cos i can never go.
wad if something happens when u go bac in june?
i cant tk it if ppl hide smtg/lie frm me & i found out.
i really will go mad.
why. goddamnit
i wun be able to slp the WHOLE of tonite.
can i trust u?
IM SCARED='(
1:27 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
i LOVE ice cream! heres milk tea & choco ones.
frm dose japanese ice cream shops!
and agn, dint wanted to post this pic but nik is toooo cute!
and here a lousy shot but its with my precious baby.
on mon no school.
accompany ye the wholeday.
we shared kway teow for breakfast cos nt so hungry.
watch the korean drama all-in.
got his favourite actress ma. tsktsk. he beta buy my
stairway to heaven & 200 pound beauty etc etc.
(:
in the afternn he brot to charcoal for lunch.
saw alot of ppl there. sir melvin, wong.
he saw his frens & sir.
we had the Bumpy Lumpy chix & seabass for main course.
err. not v nice la.
but was so happy with him.
afterwhich met his myanmar frens.
1guy. then honey & jen. all v nice ppl.
too bad i duno myanmar then duno wad they talking abt ):
<3!!
just hang ard then went bac already.
had dinner at plaza at nite.
with chris & yum we went to drink tt LITTLE BIT.
yum & his beer *above*
barcadi breezer *below*
im a super lousy drinker.
TUES.
food cost class, sir kelvin nt here, william soh taught us instd.
duno wad he talking abt also. duno why today nv learn the formulas. like nv do practices.
met him during break
waited for baby to end his class while i was walking at boon lay.
met alan for sakae buffet at funan. thx baby for the treat.
i know i promised to treat u but so sori abt tt.
so aft tt becos of some MISUNDERSTANDING agn i made baby UNhappy.
but managed to cheer him up agn. (: love u always.
WEDS. *nosch*
went out with chris in the morn.
bot two tops. one vest frm espirit. 79.90$ but got 50% discount. a top frm mango. 35$
no money. but got so many other things i wan2 buy.
think buying new heels for sch. i think baby was hinting its ugly the other day. haha.
and mre stuffs! ahh someone tell me the perfect place to shop plsplspls.
went to find baby in the afternoon.
had such nice kisses!! (:
bot him a nice cake. just a small one even thou i knw he wun eat it prob.
baby said i look pretty today. hehehehehehehehehehehehe.
but really really stupid. every single pic i took was so ugly n somemre this is the best.
still so ugly.
*had alot of things to say eh but i suddenly forgot everything....
tml m meeting yelena at nite! with nik!
either swim or park or walk ard. soo miss her. and vans! but wud she be free? ):
i hope one day my pics appears on ur frdster.
really.
i rmb i used to be unhapi abt nik gg childcare but m so hapi now.
cos i know he will learn & have fun. and wud be safe der.
<3.
9:53 PM
frm dose japanese ice cream shops!
and agn, dint wanted to post this pic but nik is toooo cute!
and here a lousy shot but its with my precious baby.
on mon no school.
accompany ye the wholeday.
we shared kway teow for breakfast cos nt so hungry.
watch the korean drama all-in.
got his favourite actress ma. tsktsk. he beta buy my
stairway to heaven & 200 pound beauty etc etc.
(:
in the afternn he brot to charcoal for lunch.
saw alot of ppl there. sir melvin, wong.
he saw his frens & sir.
we had the Bumpy Lumpy chix & seabass for main course.
err. not v nice la.
but was so happy with him.
afterwhich met his myanmar frens.
1guy. then honey & jen. all v nice ppl.
too bad i duno myanmar then duno wad they talking abt ):
<3!!
just hang ard then went bac already.
had dinner at plaza at nite.
with chris & yum we went to drink tt LITTLE BIT.
yum & his beer *above*
barcadi breezer *below*
im a super lousy drinker.
TUES.
food cost class, sir kelvin nt here, william soh taught us instd.
duno wad he talking abt also. duno why today nv learn the formulas. like nv do practices.
met him during break
waited for baby to end his class while i was walking at boon lay.
met alan for sakae buffet at funan. thx baby for the treat.
i know i promised to treat u but so sori abt tt.
so aft tt becos of some MISUNDERSTANDING agn i made baby UNhappy.
but managed to cheer him up agn. (: love u always.
WEDS. *nosch*
went out with chris in the morn.
bot two tops. one vest frm espirit. 79.90$ but got 50% discount. a top frm mango. 35$
no money. but got so many other things i wan2 buy.
think buying new heels for sch. i think baby was hinting its ugly the other day. haha.
and mre stuffs! ahh someone tell me the perfect place to shop plsplspls.
went to find baby in the afternoon.
had such nice kisses!! (:
bot him a nice cake. just a small one even thou i knw he wun eat it prob.
baby said i look pretty today. hehehehehehehehehehehehe.
but really really stupid. every single pic i took was so ugly n somemre this is the best.
still so ugly.
*had alot of things to say eh but i suddenly forgot everything....
tml m meeting yelena at nite! with nik!
either swim or park or walk ard. soo miss her. and vans! but wud she be free? ):
i hope one day my pics appears on ur frdster.
really.
i rmb i used to be unhapi abt nik gg childcare but m so hapi now.
cos i know he will learn & have fun. and wud be safe der.
<3.
9:53 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
chris was soo hungry during foodcostcontrol class tt we had to get smtg..
looks tempting eh?
our nonsence.
i was so sleepy i closed my eyes while sir was teaching,but cud still catch up (:
Baby's classes aft lunch was cancelled! so happee cud spend somemre time with him.
till 630 when he mit his grpmates to do projects.
when i reached hm, saw tt nik had some stuffs for me frm childcare!
sooo nice!
the cookies tasted damn gd i tell u! even beta than some shops one.
so went to have dinner at plaza. while in the lift & etc.
then on sat, went out wit family & chris.
dint meet ye cos he was having a hangover & did nt wan2 disturb/trouble him.
first tampines then simei then clarke quay.
i wan to have a pet! maybe in future (:
nik recently learnt tt he has to hold my hand while walking in some areas. so cute!
reading a bk while waitin for the food
here i tried to tk pics with him but got myself cut off so horribly.
I FINALLY GOT TO TASTE my craving-of-the-wk : milk tea ice cream.
BUT! not frm the shop i wanted. first taste was yuck. then beta. but i wud rate okok.
still, i got cravings for ice-cream this wk.
(:
i bot shoes too! its so preeetty.
jus tt my 2nd toe sticks out n i look v weird wearin it ):
its brown in colour.
so baby cme my hse on sun.
he gave me a surprise!
a BIG heart shape box.! with.....
winnie the pooh.*a very soft one, with a blue rose* love it. thx!
ye & my sis
then he almost cnt tk it. haha. my sis is horrible but he thinks cute!
they look so happee!
befre tt we went westplaza for lunch.
it was raining la. i made sure nik dint get wet of cos.
but i myself got wet. argh. anyway enjoyed my lunch.
baby had to leave at ard 6 cause i had to go dinner ltr on.
at the busstop...
thx baby for coming! i appreciate it.
for dinner, i had this mothers day menu.
had like all the expfood. crab.scallop.sharkfin.fish.duckmeat.prawns.friedrice.dessert. etc.
V nice. and exp!
$400 for 6ppl.
here is nik and his cousin, candid shot.
ahh m so tired to blog la.
shall jus post mre pics.
caught in the act!
m soo tired. gg to stop here.
talkin to baby.
nik's so notti. i really want to be a better mummy.
i will try my best. becos i know im still not a gd mother.
i dont know so many things.
12:05 AM
looks tempting eh?
our nonsence.
i was so sleepy i closed my eyes while sir was teaching,but cud still catch up (:
Baby's classes aft lunch was cancelled! so happee cud spend somemre time with him.
till 630 when he mit his grpmates to do projects.
when i reached hm, saw tt nik had some stuffs for me frm childcare!
sooo nice!
the cookies tasted damn gd i tell u! even beta than some shops one.
so went to have dinner at plaza. while in the lift & etc.
then on sat, went out wit family & chris.
dint meet ye cos he was having a hangover & did nt wan2 disturb/trouble him.
first tampines then simei then clarke quay.
i wan to have a pet! maybe in future (:
nik recently learnt tt he has to hold my hand while walking in some areas. so cute!
reading a bk while waitin for the food
here i tried to tk pics with him but got myself cut off so horribly.
I FINALLY GOT TO TASTE my craving-of-the-wk : milk tea ice cream.
BUT! not frm the shop i wanted. first taste was yuck. then beta. but i wud rate okok.
still, i got cravings for ice-cream this wk.
(:
i bot shoes too! its so preeetty.
jus tt my 2nd toe sticks out n i look v weird wearin it ):
its brown in colour.
so baby cme my hse on sun.
he gave me a surprise!
a BIG heart shape box.! with.....
winnie the pooh.*a very soft one, with a blue rose* love it. thx!
ye & my sis
then he almost cnt tk it. haha. my sis is horrible but he thinks cute!
they look so happee!
befre tt we went westplaza for lunch.
it was raining la. i made sure nik dint get wet of cos.
but i myself got wet. argh. anyway enjoyed my lunch.
baby had to leave at ard 6 cause i had to go dinner ltr on.
at the busstop...
thx baby for coming! i appreciate it.
for dinner, i had this mothers day menu.
had like all the expfood. crab.scallop.sharkfin.fish.duckmeat.prawns.friedrice.dessert. etc.
V nice. and exp!
$400 for 6ppl.
here is nik and his cousin, candid shot.
ahh m so tired to blog la.
shall jus post mre pics.
caught in the act!
m soo tired. gg to stop here.
talkin to baby.
nik's so notti. i really want to be a better mummy.
i will try my best. becos i know im still not a gd mother.
i dont know so many things.
12:05 AM