i did my nerve treatment today. like 1/3.
still got 2 more sessions.
hmm. costed me 450$ today.
and thank u vanessa for being there. i really nided it.
and the nice nice food we saw & ate.<3 u!.
so i cud rest, but i went all the way to sch to find u.
spend time wit u.
was soo tired...
but dint even have a thank u frm u.
wonder if u appreciate wad i do?
rmb i suddenly sat down instead of lying next to u?
becos it was 5.30pm,i wanted to leave, i really wan to fetch nik.
then, i did not and spent time wit u...
but then i got nth.
is asking for extra care when im sick too much? haix.
nah its ok.
wud u calm me down if i feel insecure?
when i go crazy sometimes.
i know u wun. then u will get angry then we will argue.
i duno why im so moody.
too tired. toothache & money gone.
its my savings...
my savings to bring nik up.. and 1.4k is gg to be gone.
i tot u will try to mk me feel beta.
again i think im asking for too much?
im so tired. and i feel so horrible.
feel like sleeping forever.
really so tired. feel miserable.
can anyone make me happy?
can anyone mk me feel secure?.
can u?
9:40 PM