so i heard smtg shocking frm my friends..
its so hard to believe either side.
BUT. i've decided myself tt i should trust u.
i trust u, i trust u.
its so easy to prove what actually happened. i can ask ppl.
check here & there. BUT i donwan.
because i trust u.
sometimes i like to anyhow think. but then sometyms i close one eye.
its like. i rather not know, not care.
Then to be jealous & be unhappy everyday.
my love for nik is still the deepest and most impt.
at least i know he wud nv betray me. i hope he wun in future(:
still. im waiting for the day.
tt my pics appear in friendster. sends me home aft sch.
willing to do more for me.
know its hard for u cos u've nv done things like tt befre.
we have diff backgrds.
seriously i wud do anything for the person i love. be it travelling, distance, time, effort.
anything i wud do. i wun mind.
but now i cant becos of nik, if not there are so many things i wan to do for u!
anyway just wan2 tell u tt u've been a good bf and i love u.
and nik has been a gd boy & i love u too!
and thanks frds for being there for me. guiding me.
chris,yelena & Vanessa! (: <<3!!
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