i hate my mother la. she is like so LAZY.
she cnt wait for nik to go childcare, so she can just rest at home.
last tym alwys give excuses she cnt work cos nid to look aft nik. now she will say nid to look aft my sis.
like wth lor. mummy why u so lazy! go and get a job can?!
if u looked aft nik, i can save abt $500 every mth.
im not working ley. thou the money is not i earn one. its for me frm my dad ok.
my savings. if i saved it i'll have lots of money in future.
give birth oso i pay. nik's surgary oso i pay. wad have u bot for him befre? not much.
now every mth i have to fork out 500$ myself and u just rest at home. i see liao oso sian.
sighs. wad to do. shitty family. hate my stepdad & he's gonna be released in July.
argh. i wan2 get out of this life. i just wan my own family & i'll nv be like my mum.
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