here to updatin cos im feelin lonely.
not bored. lonely.
in nid of some accompany and intimacy. sighs.
FRI.
last day at work for the wk cos i've got sat & sun OFF.
lunch was rather busy. i was the only garde manger & so many orders.
like 5orders of sandwich, 7-8 set appetiziers, caesar salad, beach bar salad etc.
phew.
aft work went for lunch and started Q-ing for donus. oh man the Q..

and i was at the v end? took me 2 full hrs jus to buy some donuts. >.<
imagine just standing der for 2 hrs.!
luckily i've got my frd to acc me. He even asked me to go hm first while he sent me the donuts aft he bot em. but its ok. (:
in the end we each got a dozen, took cab home.

well tot of visiting sq with the donuts but then it was v late already.
SAT.
wk up & did usual stuffs. everyone went out at ard noon leavin nik & i at home.
nth much to do.
Nik v cute, went to the kitchen and brot the broom all the way to my rm & tried to swp the floor!

shall go out ltr at night. to think abt stuffs. to relax myself.
i love gg to the airport thou sometimes the quietness makes me feel empty. =/
mks me think of the past. and agn, mks me feel lonely.
but nik is gg so i think he's gg run all ard. very gd place to bring him to. haha!
as for sun, might be meetin chris & his frds.
hope i get to mk some new frds. its been long since i made a frd.
(:
i guess its nv worth it, since wad u said tt night to me.
'even thou she cheated, bla bla bla'
im act surprised i could still cool down n talk to u nicely. hmm.
styin as frds is gd.
i duno if im happy, but u will be happier.
and i really wan2 forget u cos i've really had enuf.
Thx for all ur care & concern vanessa, christopher, yelena & kenny. so far only afew know.
(:
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