Yeah. darling is usually der for me. Thanku so much. I love you.!
But i dont feel happy.
I dont feel happy cos im drained.Not once in awhile. But i feel drained,tired every now & then.
This makes me v moody. cos like i've always said, no one can help me.
Best friends, relatives & boyfren of cos do hlp.
BUT in the cruel reality. No one can help me.
Who can actually sty next to me & help me look aft nik?
So sometimes i really wish i have $$. Loads of it.
Then i wun face any probs. I can just hire someone to look aft him.
i can buy my own hse.
Sometimes i wish a super rich guy marries me. Then i can live in a big hse. Dont hav to work & everything.
BUT BUT still. Sometyms i wish. i wish i wish.
I can stay happy. for jus 3 days.
I wan2 watch movie! since so many days ago.
but i cannot.
and again, who can fulfil my always small & simple request.
It just seems impossible sometyms.
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